Just days like today.

There just days like today.
Days I just feel sad.
Days I just wanna leave,
wanna go away forever,
but don't know where to go.
Days I just don't wanna think,
never again.
Days I think with you here everything would be fine.
I would finally feel alright.
And then wondering who you even are?
Thinking about not one, not two, but even more people.
Wondering who I am missing that much.
And then finally beeing sure.
It is you, it always been, and always will be.
But at days like these, I don't even have the power to dream,
dream of you beeing here.
On days like these, everything just doesn't make sense.
Days like these are making me hate myself and everything, everyone.