The best for you, or isn't it?

And what if you need this person,
but he isn't there.
What if he would,
but he can't, 'cause he is to far away.
What if you miss him,
and you know you can't take it much longer.
What if you love him,
but you know it can't, it won't, work.
If he is just to far away.
Writing with him makes you happy,
but most of the time you just miss him,
and you feel how you break on the inside.
Isn't that the moment when you need to forget him?
But what if you write him to explain,
and until he awnsers you are just scared.
Will he understand? Is it the right thing to do?
Could it have worked? Now you'll never know.
But maybe you need to do what's best for you.
And maybe you just need to believe that's what you did.